It’s all about you baby.

Its been so long since we hung out my body twitches the anticipation of the night overwhelms me…..

I look down at my body and I see the scars you left on me the scars which made me a better person or as some will put heartless……

I’m I really heartless I still remember like it was yesterday how I lost all hope in what you preach being every faithful and true lies all lies….

But yet I’m anxious to see you…..

The door bell ring…. I pause like a movies where the actor is about to face impending doom…… But foolish like a mouse I move to the mouse trap to get the cheese....

It’s all about the cheese…. The end justifies the mean I tell my self a battle I fight within like an Israelite about to face Syria alone I turn the Knob…….

There you are drop dead gorgeous Cupid shot an arrow at himself as we both saw you at my door……

Cupid that trickster…… I gave a smile of approval and you just had to ask ” Hope it’s not too much”…..

I could say anything but act like a teenager….. ‘STUTTER’…..

I gave all my best to dinner which you greatly appreciated you commented “even Dionysus wont throw a greater evening than this”…… I blushed u notice and peck me on the nose…….

Like preschoolers we joked teased played touched bodies but it had no meaning to us because at this pint WE were 1…. In sync for the first time other times were just trials with lots of errors…….

As the times went by we sunk back to our alcohol and truth telling tails remembering the past and wondering what the future entails……

You know i don’t get high so why did you invite me to drink so much with you……. Your creating a comfort zone I see….. hhhhhhhmmmmmmmm a big sigh.

Spilling your guts out you finally say it….. “I DON’T LOVE YOU MARIUS I’M ONLY ATTRACTED TO YOU”……

My hand tremble like Ali with his nerve disorder……. Y i yell inside an atomic bomb detonates wiping out my own world which is my emotion my feeling and my ego……..

You drink on and on and on and then you kissed me and started making passionate love to me coz i wasn’t in the mood again…..