Closure

As a teenager we all believe we are made out of rubber and magic (indestructible), as boys and girls we have different paths in life to becoming men and women the only thing that brings us together is AMITY.

What is this feeling we call Love is it dating someone and being cared for, or is it sex and an unending satisfaction of flesh, is it spiritually connected and blinding nostalgia when you’re apart.

Love can be searched for like a quest and it may not ever be attained or conquered or even looked upon with such venerate emotions oozing out.

In a man’s mid 20’s he is at the peak of his youth life has just begun in a woman’s case she is taking quite a while on the shelf life’s “Curve Ball”.

Mayo (Mayoukun) sat on his bed its12am he can’t sleep no late night snack just bewilderment as his mind ran wild. What was he thinking about? A word ran through his brain “CLOSURE” was the word a friend said after a horrendous split in his recent relationship, disapproval by her parents.

He asked himself what haven’t i tried is it the star signs, he has made mistakes lots of them but has he lost his chance or was that a final HURA at love. He had really only love two women whole heartedly; both with the same name, same build, just Lil tinkering in the thought pattern (don’t get me started).

He found himself looking at the two women’s picture and he asked himself with a whisper what had he done, is it the flirt in him, or is the totally overwhelming feeling of knowing other women want you, or is it the friends from hell who hate your guts, and the back-stabbing friend that caused you two lose your twin slices of heavens angels, Hun! Mayo? He probed.

He tried younger and failed woefully. Whoever said younger is better is mistaken and insanity has struck a young mature mind seems impossible to find.

As cupid will throw its sling there are two new women in his life now there are two new women both with bodies of a goddess, thankfully different name, height, ideologies, attitudes and personas. But still the question comes up time and time again how’d they compare to his past the X’s majorly one of the two the most resent one code named Athena (the Virgin Goddess).

He picked up his phone typed her number in 07051185262 and couldn’t hit the dial button rather he sent a text to a friend I need your help.

Is he still in love with the goddess closely related to Minerva or is he still seeking closure where he has none. J.J.Olab a close friend of his says “closure is when you both know why you breakup and agree to a mutual separation” have I found closure because he has not move on emotionally. Physically all is well, Business can be a drab but he doesn’t lack.

Is she the one who got away, or is he to rescue her from the posse she call friends who want her undying attention plus a pig fork guy handpicked for her a trophy husband. Why is he thinking this? Why this late help hasn’t come his close friend and sounding board hasn’t replied he is all alone on this one Vodka his liberation.

A short night sleep and a slight headache the amber light on his phone beeping red His friend has replied “what you need fam”. Mayo replied “CLOSURE.”